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hi hello, weird question BUT can someone like tell me signs of someone manifesting you?? bc this shit is WILD😭

i’m manifesting him so hard that i got myself thinking he’s manifesting me🥴

Manifesting my dream life

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Hi guys, my name is Tru or you can call me Sage I don't really care. My pronouns are she/he, you can say whatever. I am into shifting since 2022 and law of assumption from 2024 💕.

My account on here is basically my journey, and delving deeper into my own secrets of my soul and mind.

I like reading Chinese BL's and that is all I read lol (I can't go back to straight) , I like writing but I get really lazy and haven't updated my wattpad books in a few years, sorry. I like walking, I'm trying to do that more but I think the place I'm at traps me so I feel like I'm in my bed all the time (which I am and it drains me)

But don't worry I'm manifesting to leave and be wayy better. My main "method" of loass is affirmations because I just can and I'm too lazy to run around a city to get an ice cream Sunday the next day. If I affirm I'm a mermaid, I'm a damned mermaid.

I don't really know what else to say, sorry it was pretty bland... Well before tumbr I was sadly on shifttok and I'm so glad I found shiftblr and loablr(if it's what its called) because the people here are so much better than tik tok where every little thing is bad or misinformation, or "no no, that's not how you do it" by 13 yr olds who never shifted. And don't get me started on the comments every other one is either "what is shifting" or "how to shift I have been stuck for 4 years" and another comment has already been answered 15 times like??? Look it up yourself for crying out loud.

Ok enough with the shifttok rant, I'm glad to start and journal my journey here, even if no one reads it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

Love- Tru

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Prolly just a rant ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So this whole week, in my 3D I have been sick in bed, last week of school, and not going. But in the 4D I went to school all week (except Tuesday) and I have all straight A's in all my classes. I feel as if I'm doing right but my 3d brain is anxious and scared, because I have to show my grades next Tuesday (which I will prolly not I'm too lazy for this shiz) and in my 3d I never rlly went because of "bad influence" so I skipped a lot.

I'm more understanding now, not to be anxious because time isn't real because I feel like when I have a "date" when I need something to be done I get anxious and start staring at the 3d and like is it here!? Why isn't it here? Why isn't it working? Is this fake? But I'm really calmed down since....yesterday lol.

It is so stressful that I feel like I'm lying when I say I am passing everything because my anxious 3d is like "omg you did not just lie like that!?" Like it makes me doubt again but I'm staying up, chin up... I am smart and I have straight A's and that is that, end of conversation.

I don't need to say it every sentence of either I have straight A's or I'm rich because it's like ummm I know? Why you gotta keep saying it so much?? Sus...⊂ •͡˘∠•͡˘ ⊃

Like I have been dying to get a lottery ticket and I have been not getting it.. A sign? Definitely, I know if I were to get it and not win I would doubt and not even think about the reason, but when I keep forgetting to get it I got thinking, I don't need anything physical to get my desires. I already have it, I don't need something else to show me that I have it, making a one step into a two step.

I don't know what else to say... If y'all think I'm doing anything wrong with my thinking please tell me (っ˘ڡ˘ς) 

Love- Tru

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Although my post times are way off and not on a schedule, I feel like I need to journal, very sorry as it will be all over the place

So my feelings today are very old mindset kind of feelings, it's prolly the heat cuz I'm in New York and it doesn't know when to stay one weather.

But I took my dog to the vet today and because of that I had to look at my bank account and saw only so little money, I know I'm a spoiled brat and I have $10000000 but when I looked today I got upset and in my feels when I feel like I saw reality.

My feels=😐

So after I seen the balance and my mom saying I need to work to get more money I wanted to get a lottery ticket again, so I reverted back to thinking I need one thing to get to my goal, basically the 3d.

And I was thinking, looking at my [1] post about me talking about what I experienced in the 3d and what my 4d was basically doing without me. Maybe after that post I have been thinking about what I will be doing in the 3d but the 4d is still going on "until I get there" like it is 2 separate places... If this makes sense.

The 3d isn't real, and I shouldn't be thinking about having 2 separate lives while it's basically only one unless I "script" it or assume it helps with loa or shifting. Because they the same thing.

(I really wanna name shifting something else because it's so used and not really fitting because we are not shifting we are becoming aware. But I used it so long it's weird to name it something else)

I want this world to be a {Neutral} world I call it, and just have fun and not have "main characters" and universes favorites. I'm the mc in {neutral} worlds because it is a fun world, and a laid back world.

(If anyone wants I can explain some of my versions of... My mind?? And this world if you want me to ❤ (I will do it when I get 10 likes lol (っ˘ڡ˘ς) )

Anyways, in {neutral} worlds I don't have any challenges so that means I have no worries of any kind of money problems or lack anything, and I get paid to do things, instead of paying to do them, because I am the universes fav (bc I am the universe, but who needs to know that? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

I think writing down my desires and ideas/plans makes me believe it way more because like I'm just writing in 1st person, plus visualising it (because I have read all my life) that it's real and I know it is, and I know I am the creator and I deserve all of this.

Love~ Tru

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I just had a little of a big brainer, spiritual awakening kind of thing.

Because you are your own creator, and making a 4d version of you, you are the only one seeing the 3d, everyone around you is seeing your desired self and only you are seeing your old self.

Let that sink in for a second.

Love~Tru

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Let me talk about my {Worlds} tbh it's not all complete or how I want it and it will change of course so this is just my {Worlds} for now 😜

I know I said I will wait for 10 likes but it's only at three so idc.

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Let's start with {Neutral} worlds (｡>ㅅ<｡)

So {Neutral} worlds are worlds without "Main Characters" and are basically "Vacation worlds" where other world hoppers can pick a world and rest in before going to a world with "Main characters" (a world with plot).. A {Neutral} world has no problems in it like war, pollution, racism etc, all the bad stuff. The universe {THE RULES} restrict all bad things so you can't do it anyways.

World hoppers can go to the same world, inhabitants of the {Neutral} world might know the existence of world hoppers but it depends on who the hoppers tell.

Basically I am the creator of {Neutral} worlds so I am the rules little baby lol, they love me no matter which world I go to (even if it's not neutral, unless I script but even then they will know but play along to whatever plot I add) the rules though can only interfere when something in the world goes too far or touch it's bottom line. Basically {THE RULES} is the world's consciousness, I'll get to that in a bit.

So that's the {Neutral} worlds, basically the one I'm in rn is a neutral world, before I "shift" world hop to another one with plot or just another neutral.

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Let's talk about {THE RULES}+universe

So like I said before {THE RULES} is the worlds consiousness so let me talk about the universe and rules of the universe. (Rules of the universe is a different higher power)

So let's start with the back story of worlds+universes together.

There was a white void drifting along and suddenly it gained spiritual awareness, it realized it was the only being in that white space but it knew another being woke it up before that being went into an eternal slumber.

With instinct it made infinite universes and worlds, made rules and guardians and ruled over the universe for thousands of years.

So the rules it made were, every galaxy has infinite realities and a being (the world's consiousness) controlling the infinite worlds within it, so we named our being the milky Way 🥰

(At this point I'm sorry if any of this doesn't make sense)

I was gonna write down more rules but my brain is cramping lol, please ask questions and I'll answer~

And I was gonna write more explanations but that's gone poof now lol 😘 thank you for reading ask ask ask lots of questions I love to answer

Praying for this school year and the rest to be good 🙏

A samurai does the sword thing but instead of someone dying it’s perfect top surgery

(he doesn't know who I am)

Reblogging to manifest this🙏😖

May my hair grow longer and my waist get thinner

line one - the sound booth guy m.list

    "you are on line one, what would you like to talk it out with me about?"

  sitting in front of a microphone, you feel your gaze boring into the glass. just beyond the tinted window sits sakusa kiyoomi, your new sound engineer. he's looking down at the tapestry of instruments in front of him, prodding at different dials and knobs. pursing your lips, you listen in as a slightly distorted voice echoes through the call.

  it vibrates, a light sound of crackling in the background. "uh- hello? hey, i was just calling for some relationship advice. my, well not quite girlfriend, friend... well she recently started talking to another person," the voice waivers slightly as they get to the more difficult situation that they're going through.

  "and i think she likes them, but we've gone out a few times. i really want to full time date her, but i'm just worried she'll leave me for them. trying to sound vague, sorry," it rattles through your headphones and into your ears. 

  biting your lip, you let out a short and succinct sigh. raising the volume just slightly so the caller could hear. "well, line one, so you think she likes them? but has she flat out told you, or are you attempting to read through the lines?"

  "she never told me, but she laughs constantly. we don't talk as much because she spends a lot of time talking to them. i'm just feeling heartbroken, y/n," the volume nearly peaks as they get closer to their phone, sakusa immediately fiddling with a dial to keep it to a reasonable volume.

  your fingers start playing with a small fidget toy off to the side, the stress ball-like toy squishes beneath the pressure. the worst types of you advice you give out always come from the romance topic. whether it be wondering how to propose or how to get over a breakup, you always feel out of your depth. love isn't your topic of interest, typically. 

  "right, obviously when you start getting left out, it hurts. but your best bet is always going to be to talk it out. but with her, obviously," you laugh a little, trying to lighten the mood some for the caller and others listening, "you'll never know what's really happening until you ask. and if she does want to be with them, then that's her loss. you are worth more than situationships, caller!"

  across from the window, you can see sakusa nodding to himself. narrowing your eyes, you wonder if he's agreeing with what you're saying, or simply listening to music in one year. leaning back into his chair, he finally looks up, meeting your eyes. your gaze shifts back to your desk, hoping he didn't see you practically staring.

  "thank you.." their voice grows quiet, a second of dead air starting, your heartbeat racing as you wonder what to say next.

  "you're welcome, caller, trust me when i say that the right partner will come to you about this stuff. so exude the energy you want to be given, and if it doesn't work, just know, you will find someone it does work with," you try to keep the same energy throughout the whole conversation despite the slight exhaustion you're starting to feel.

  "you're right.. i'm going to go talk to her now and figure it out! thanks again, y/n," the line clicks, the caller leaving to figure out their life.

  "of course. now before we get on to the next caller, it's time for our regularly scheduled song of the hour. this first one is going to be 'do you want to do nothing with me?' by lawrence. this soul-pop band will really get anyone longing for domestic bliss," you tap against the desk, eyes gazing at your laptop.

  pressing a finger against the mouse, you press play, letting the song play through the station. taking off your headphones, you let out a deep sigh, peering at the empty coffee cup. it harbors a ring where the coffee was, the homemade pale mug covered in brown stains. wrapping your fingers through it, you walk into the sound booth. 

  "that was great, we typically take a few minute break to get a snack, some coffee. which i would definitely recommend because these early hours can be a bitch," you shrug, standing in the sound booth's entrance. 

  the door rests against you, foot pushing against it occasionally as it falls back towards you. sakusa nods, looking across the board, "i have a few snacks in here, plus an energy drink in the mini fridge. so i'll he fine until the next break."

  "alright, your loss, sakusa. i'll be back in a minute, if the song ends-"

  "play a similar song and hope no one notices," he finishes your sentence, not realizing that you learned that very phrase from atsumu. 

  narrowing your eyes, you nod, smiling to yourself. backing out of the booth, you walk into the main hallway, walls lined with photos of famous hosts within the company. atsumu’s headshot rests loud and proud in front of his recording studio, a light placed right above it. closing your eyes, you take in a deep breath. 

  letting a jitter coursing through your body come to a quiet feeling. resting in the back of your lungs, you walk through the hall of fame, pushing open the door to the break room. inside shows even more photos of crew members. the sound engineers all stand together behind a booth, sakusa included.

  he’s standing in the back, hands in his pockets. a soft smile, one you’d like to see in person, lines his lips. he sits in another photo, atsumu standing behind his chair, hands on sakusa’s shoulders. now, he’s smiling widely, nearly laughing in the photo. narrowing your eyes, you wonder if you’ll ever get this way with him. if you’ll befriend him in such a way. 

  “who’s that?” a familiar voice rings through your ears.

  yachi stands in the doorway a few feet away from you, a fabric measuring tape draped along her shoulders. oh right, you think to yourself, she’s doing fittings this week for promotional material. “my sound booth guy, sakusa. he came from atsumu’s show. just starting to notice that he’s pretty deep in this business,” you purse your lips, nearly forgetting about your coffee. 

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