Alters - Tumblr Posts
for inhuman alters: what's your favourite feature on your inner world body/form?
mine, personally, are my antlers and tail. sure, having to scratch the velvet off can be annoying, but they make me feel stronger and more valid as a male. and with my tail, i don't have to verbally communicate if i'm sensing an alter who could be more dangerous (loosely using the term- i don't like to use it but i'm mostly referring to the ones that we actively have to avoid, ones that are persecutory towards myself, or an alter who is possibly a threat to the body if i'm in front.)
whitetail!
TW for artistic nudity and scars under the cut but I drew some refs of myself (Without my hair, so I could show off the stuff under it.)
Probably gonna commission a friend to draw me so I can use it as my icon in places.
BAPH - ⛧
Another self portrait - tw for sh scars and artistic nudity.
Also I called myself a sticky note serial killer because I've already used 6 of them and I've only been drawing for like an hour and a half.
- BAPH ⛧
I don't have our skintone markers but this is what I did.
just gonna post all my art i've done
the baph masterpost i guess? - BAPH ⛧
alright. all art is done by •X•, barring the ones of sheep. those were done by sheep.
been a while, have alter art. drawn by the lth while cocon with the alter being drawn.
moth...
tw for sh and eyestrain
S3LF PORTR41T!!!! 1 LOOOOV3 HOW 1 D1D TH1S P13C3!!!!! X3
alter art drawn by someone who helps us with dpdr issues. yesterday/today's been rough.
tw for nonsense imagery, slight hinted blood/injury, non-faced individuals, scopophobia/eyes, ken doll body style
Could you explain to me what the "endogenics" in your pinned post refers to? (Apologies if the term turns out to include me; I did some googling but wasn't sure what, if any, of what I found was what you were referring to.) Thanks!
Systems that claim to have formed without trauma/by will/etc. This disorder is not fun, and it forms because of repetitive and overwhelming childhood trauma. Endogenic "systems" claim to have this disorder without trauma, but it specifically forms as a way to cope with and survive trauma.
alter art.. commissions are open, just dm us.
commissions open for $5! headshots (shoulders up) or chibis of anyone in your system you want.
my bank account is in the negative right now- if anyone wants a commission please contact me
my sheet is below. prices are flexible too. i just need money at this point..
Alter intros! Speed round!
Karl Heisenberg: Yes, that Karl Heisenberg. He/him pronouns. Will talk about Ethan constantly. A FUCKING MANWHORE.
Clayton: Ray of sunshine #1. He/him pronouns. Best friends with Jeremy. Loves Corpse Husband's music.
Ashley: Ray of sunshine #2. She/her pronouns. Been here a while. Bouncy girlie girl.
Jeremy: Will stab you. He/him pronouns. Best friends with Clayton. Hates Karl with a passion.
Gideon: Host. He/they pronouns. Jeremy's brother. Kinda dating Karl?
Corpse: Yes, that Corpse. He/him pronouns. Hates his voice. Is awkward as hell.
Corina: The goddess of loneliness. She/her pronouns. Likes kpop. Besties with Timothy.
Timothy: Goes by Tim. He/him pronouns. Died a few years ago. He's a ghost now.
Okay we ran out of steam. We'll list the other 9 people tomorrow. There's 17 total.
Solar System Introduction!
Hello! Hello! We’ve been posting for a bit! But even with the hashtags telling you what alter is sayin or postin’ what you’d really have no idea who is who without a proper introduction, I’ve been holdin it off for a while but I finally got to it! If you don’t know a lot about Systems or alters um…I would suggest doing some looking into it yourself, We definitely aren’t experts on the subject. But what you should generally know is that a system is usually made up of a variety of alters that have their own personalities and usually have a specific role in the system! Sometimes it takes a bit of time to find out/understand what that role is (at least for us anyway, we’re stupid.)
Kitty— The Host!
They are so far the alter who has been here the longest from what I can tell, there source is uh… complicated? They say it’s Little Big Planet but eventually they have evolved from it (I have no other way to explain it than that no they aren’t a pokemon) They are an alien creature thing! They were created in a lab of some kind and have been living for eons just doing whatever it is they want to do to pass the time. They are immortal and used to travel between dimensions just for the hell of it. Since they have been around the longest they are our host!
Melon— The Co-host!
Okay so I put a lot in the image already but I am the Co-Host and up here the most often. In all honesty it’s pretty rare that I am ever away from the front! I have been fronting pretty much consistently for an entire year now! Maybe a year and a half? Anyways crazy stuff. As I had also said before I don’t mind being called Max still, our nicknames are just so we don’t get each other confused with another. I am also the stress holder! So that’s fun Not
Lambert & Narinder—???
Okay so we don’t really have any idea what exactly there system roles are yet since they’re so new. I like to say Lamb’s role is being my best friend✨ but I don’t really know what it is in all seriousness. But they are both slowly becoming regulars!
Wally Darling—Trauma Holder
Wally Darling from the Welcome Home puppet show! He is as funny as he is traumatized! He forgets most of it though, he forgets a lot of things—I think it’s really part of his job to actually!
Thats all I really have for now!
A little bonus cause I’ve never drawn all us Sam and Max alters together
(From alters from left to right Taz, Tag, Screw, Liver, Mel (Me), and My Sammy! We haven’t given him a nickname yet)
Emoji Requests : Open
Discord Server : Not Available ; May make one if requested
Requests we will do
Certain fandom ones depending on how hard they are to draw, mildly nsfw ones ( Gore, things like that ), regular people, animals, wordmojis, ect
Please feel free to ask what fandoms we will and won't do
Requests we won't do
Fandoms we aren't in or don't know anything about, very nsfw emojis, endo things, things about war, ect...
Intro
Hi hi y'all, we're Church of Nightmares, a subsystem in [redacted], it's nice to meet all of y'all, I'm Roman and probably will post the most here, but other headmates may as well.
We're primarily an emoji blog, but we may post other content at times, like bpd things, system things, other random art posts? We get burnt out pretty easily so we may go weeks without posting anything at times but I assure you we're still here. Uh- for more information about us here's a few of our more likely members to post here
🦊 Roman - Sleep/Tired/(Ask for more) - Subsys host
We're all decently nice unless you're an asshole to us, uh- oh we're autistic and that does affect how we interact with people, we use tone tags not just for other's benefit but for out own, so if you're uncomfortable with them please let us know in advance so we won't use them.
We are bodily an adult so we may sometimes make posts that aren't ok for minors to see but we will always tag them so they can be avoided. Uh- few things about us- our collective pronouns are Ice/Fox, we are physically disabled.
Other then that hey! Nice to meet everyone, if anyone wants to ask anything / get to know us more feel free to reach out
╰➤ BYI
We are ANTI Endo, we do not support endos, tulpas, demos or anything like that, we will not go out of our way to harass you for it but would prefer you didn't interact with us
We have severe BPD, it majorly affects our interactions, anything we see as rejection ( IE:// Criticism, arguments, ect... ) please keep this in mind
Tone tags, we need them, not only in our messages but in people we interact with, it will cause issues or problems that frankly didn't need to happen
╰➤ DNI
Endos
Endo supporters / neutrals who are only neutral to avoid arguments
Under 17 IWC and don't directly interact with us
Anyone friends with a discord user named .thecrimsonfuckr immediately block us.
The normal assholes
People who support Israel and shit cause fuck that
User Box Credit : @sysboxes
y'all have got to get more normal about alters / systems with "unconventional" names. no names whatsoever, namefluidity, number names, title names, noun phrases names, extremely long names, just a singular letter as names, etc
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you know i think some of our alters need a shoutout. we’ve earned it.
shoutout to malachite for healing, going from being the worst persecutor in the system to now almost fronting for a whole year! i’m so proud of you mal, you’re like the glue of the system man
shoutout to lilivane for keeping me company through dark times. i’ve had so many rough patches that, even before i knew he was an alter, i knew he was there for me. love you lilivane.
shoutout to maki for being the point of discovery in the system. even though she doesn’t front much anymore, she kept us together in the beginning. i bet when she sees us now she’ll be so proud for how far we’ve come. and even though she was a persecutor and co-host at one point god did she do her job well.
and shoutout to everyone else. sorry you all couldn’t get your special sections, because there’s so many of you. i do care for every single one of you, even the ones that don’t do anything. you guys keep me company, and if that’s all you can do, i appreciate you for it.
i feel like being a System Of Color isnt talked about,, u can have tr*mua from r*c!al ab*se and h8 cr!mes and i just think that should be more talked about